Wednesday, August 25, 2010
yo~
helloes to everyone. today i got back my history and english paper. i got 33 for history and 16 for english. i was one of the better ones so i felt happy. i hope that i will do well for my other papers.
jia yous!!!!!!
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4:41 PM
Monday, August 23, 2010
hello world~
kyou ha ogenki desu ka? ii na moodo ni desu ka? yay randomness rocks! i feel really bored now. the person i wanna interrogate ain't online so it's no fun. i'm bored. these few days i don't seem to be having any feelings. okashii desu ka? hen desu ka? mou, atashi shiranai.
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4:35 PM
hello~
muaahahahahaha! finally! my common tests are ending tomorrow! i'm so happy you know! i was so emo today. i ignored almost everyone and went around by myself. not only that, finally had karaoke session with Jia Jia Jie Jie *laughs* we forgotten most of our past songs lyrics though but it was fun! my throat is still not better yet so i can't really sing. sighs... i hope it'll heal soon.
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4:28 PM
Friday, August 20, 2010
hello~
i'm feeling a bit better than i was yesterday. something strange happened today and i don't wanna talk about it coz it was kinda embarrassing. now i'm rewatching the yog opening ceremony. i kinda missed it a lot of times. i wanna watch my component which was Origins. it was the one that had the industrial drummers. i miss YOG all over again.
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8:25 PM
Thursday, August 19, 2010
hello~ this is some random self-portrait that i did in the midst of feeling irritated. i guess i managed to show the irriation well in this one *laughs* so yeah, *i*'m wearing my fave headphones, looking very irrtated, and disconnecting from the world. lol. emo.
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7:09 PM
for a very long time
for as long as i remember
'you okay? what happened?'
keep coming out of my mouth
it came out a lot a of times
to the point that it's natural for me to say
i don't need to hear it to know it
for i know that it came out
im writing this crap
making no f-ing sense
but once in a while won't you...
put on some pants? *laughs*
people say im nice but what is nice
hey can't you see through this facade
it ain't real it never been
since the day i seen
how evil this world could be
you could be left behind
people would just laugh at you
im so afraid so, so, afraid that it would happen to me
if you came close i would just shut you out
i don't want that to be
*laughs* just being paranoid i guess
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6:41 PM
hi world~
just read my previous post. it was kinda very depressing. i'm so sorry for posting such a thing but i can't take it anymore. i can't act like everything is fine when it's not anymore. i can't smile and laugh sincerely. i feel like screaming and shouting... and crying. hmm... maybe i should force myself to cry later. crying seems to make me feel better by a whole lot. it's a bit emo-ey but still. it makes me feel better. crap, now there's this smell coming from my throat. it smells disgusting. i'm disgusting.
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6:31 PM
hello world~
back to blogging again. i have a history paper tomorrow but heck i don't care anymore. i don't care if the whole world ends. i don't care if everyone leaves me and i'm alone. i don't care if this whole world of mine crumble away coz it already is. it did the moment i opened up to people i didn't know. it did when i lost my voice. it did when i started doing badly. it did when everyone around me started to fight. it did when i no longer love drawing and singing like how i used to. you know what funny questions people ask me? they asked me why i changed so much. i don't even freaking know anymore. i don't know who i am. i don't know how i'm like. i don't know. i don't know. I DON'T KNOW.
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6:19 PM
Monday, August 9, 2010
Yo~
Happy National Day everyone~!!!
Did you guys watch it?! OMG!!! Red Cross contigent was nice!!!! OMG!!!!!! I love it a lot! I hope I can do something like that one day! I wanna do drills like that. It was like it was perfect you know! I'm jealous. Hmph.
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8:21 PM
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Hello~
I'm still awake so yeah. I feel lazy to sleep. I feel like crap now.
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11:28 PM
Yo~
Now I feel emo. Just watched some more K-On!! just now. I miss drawing a whole lot. I wanna do something great but I dunno I just feel down. Fine... I'll admit. I'm emo okays!! Now downloading some software. I wanna learn how to play this song, Melt. It's by Supercell ft. Hatsune Miku. I've been meaning to learn it since I first heard it but I've been too lazy to find the piano score. I also wanna learn how to play this song called Alice. It's by FurukawaP ft. Hatsune Miku. I love the song and the piano!!! It's so soothing ♥
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11:29 AM
Friday, August 6, 2010
Yo~
I should be asleep now but still I'm bored. I guess I'm gonna go off study now till I'm not bored.
バイバイ
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10:07 PM
Yo~
Gonna go sleep soon. Tomorrow I got YOG and tuition. I feel like skipping tuition again. I feel tired. I just wanna rest. I feel excited for tomorrow. Today was fun. The parade and all that. Then me and Ting Ting had a long talk about something. It was really enjoyable. I like talking to her a lot~!!! After we went to KFC and all that, me, Ili and Ruhil went to the void deck at Ruhil's grandparents block. So fun. I laughed like hell till I fell off the chair again and Ili spurt out her drink. I practically went crazy in short.
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9:48 PM
ジャンジャン～
皆さんこんにちは～今日はとても楽しかったね。
LOL... just trying some Japanese out anyways, today was damn fun! I had my first parade and I made only one mistake! I thought I would make more but I didn't! I kinda lost timing while I was marching so yeah you get the point. I enjoyed the parade though ^^
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3:57 PM
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Yo~
Today... I'm gonna die~ I have parade rehearsal today. My drills are still sucky and I hate the school keyboard. It's very... irritating somehow. I miss my home's keyboard bad now. Oh ya, yesterday I had YOG rehearsal again. Going to get seperated from Alissa. I'm gonna miss the the people from G1. Now I'm with G6. I was suppose to be with them in the first place but due to certain mess ups I'm with the G1. Now I gotta go back when I'm already used to my current group. I miss them already. I can cry lah. First from Sara they all now Alissa they all. No fair!
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8:31 AM
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Konkon~
Updating yet again. I'm bored. Today me and some of my classmates decided to join this logo design competition. Oh crap. I forgot. I need to research about the logos. OMG. The logos for buildings are seriously so dull!!! So... let's make a random poem~!!!
Chocolate treats and candy floss~
Happy things and a lot of pink
Let's all drown in happiness
That'll soon turn dark
But hey, soon the sun'll come out
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9:34 PM
Hi~
Got nothing to do so updating again. Singing some random Japanese song. I'm being boring and bored again. God... can't someone entertain me?! Geez... this sucks. Somehow I get the feeling I'm having a mood swing. I was happy just now and now I'm all bored and stuff. This sucks. Lately, my favourite word is sucks. Used to be damn you. Wait, that's words. So I guess my fave word would be go to hell. Wait, that's still words @_@
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8:44 PM
Yoz~
Finally~!!! I finished all the stupid Science thingies~!!! I'm so happy!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA~!!! I've conquered stupid Science. Science should not have existed in the first place anyways. Who was the damn idiot that created that damned thing anyways?! Anyways, tomorrow will be really slack so I'm kinda happy~!!!!
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8:30 PM
Hello~
Today I was... super emo!!! OMG! It sucks. I don't like being emo and moody but what to do. I am very prone to sudden mood swings. I might be happy one moment and sad the next. I'll try to change that... hopefully and all in due time ne~ Exams are starting soon. I'm so glad for the upcoming break. Gonna mug like hell!!!
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8:16 PM
Monday, August 2, 2010
Hello~
Updating again even though I should be asleep. I don't feel sleepy though. I got Art Club tomorrow so I'm kinda looking forward to that. I like Art Club. It's fun even though doing the same thing might be boring but at least it had some interesting people ne *laughs* Good times... good times... anyways, so yeah, I'll try drawing something tomorrow. I miss drawing. I've been too busy lately. Mostly coz of CCA and parade rehearsals. Oh crap. There's Math tomorrow.
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9:46 PM
Hie~!!!
I'm now listening to Sekihan-sama sing Mrs. Pumpkin no Kokkei na Yume. I like Yoppei's version more. Yoppei's one someone seemed more evil in a sense... LOL sorry~ Anyways, I need to get to sleep soon. I've been lacking a lot in that department. Today I had Red Cross practice. It felt so good doing drills with the Sec 3s. I kinda pulled them down but it was fun. Finally! We did the parade drills! I really like doing them. I like to march together with the sec ones. It makes me feel more bonded with them somehow ne.
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9:32 PM
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Hiii....
Today.... I died again. I never ironed my Red Cross uniform to up to standard. Die liao. God! Don't give me another reason to feel like I wanna quit Red Cross. Please I'm just starting to like Red Cross again after such a long time! Anyways, I've been wondering. Lately, there's been a lot of random comments by random people to other blogs and sites. It's kinda strange. I don't mind though. It's kinda fun~
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8:36 PM
Yoz~
Gonna go out in a while to buy a new chair. The old one died in a war between my parents. Sheesh, can't they just spare the extra furniture around them? It would be damn nice to see throw money. At least I can catch the notes and coins. God! If you wanna quarrel make it a benificial one kays?
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12:34 PM